Awkward Moments

In past entries, I explained that I had lost a dramatic amount of weight due to my problems caused by achalasia. Currently, I have set a new record for myself. I have almost lost about 100 pounds since my heaviest state, which was in March of 2004.

Yesterday, I ran into an old teacher of mine, who recognized me, but had to do a double-take. I was at work--working as a hostess in a restaurant--and she couldn't believe how much weight I had lost. Of course, she said I looked great and that I looked completely different, which I must admit was very nice to hear. Then, she asked me, "How did you do it?" I told her the truth, but I never know the best way to explain it.

Here is what I always say when people ask:

"Well, I got sick. I was diagnosed with a strange condition called achalasia and had difficulty swallowing which helped me to lose the weight."

Although, I'm very grateful for having lost so much weight, I still feel like I didn't really do anything to deserve it. I didn't eat right. I didn't exercise. I just threw everything up. I became Bulimic against my own will.

I found it kind of strange and funny when my teach finally said, "Well, congratulations! You look great!" All I can really say is, "Thank you". Little did she know that I was in so much pain all of the time. Little did she know how much sleep I lost because I couldn't rest peacefully until I would finally regurgitate. Though I guess that's the best thing someone could say in that situation. "Sorry that you got that crazy condition, but you look great!"

Hey, I'll be the first to admit that I'll always graciously accept a compliment, even under special circumstances.


Here is my most recent picture of myself 20 pounds lighter: